I kneel before you because I choose to I respect you I am yours I love you it pleases you it pleases me It matters not a whit if strangers judge they are nothing while you and I are everything. I kneel before you because I must.
Today was the final day of my forced orgasms (see previous post!) Have I learned my lesson? You bet your sweet ass I have! I'm exhausted! My clit is swollen and tender so that even that Milord as removed the vibrator and the harness holding it in place, any movement - even walking - that … Continue reading Three Days in – Disregard of Rules
I screwed up. I admit it. Then again, I have no choice but to admit it! I have broken - willfully broken - several (okay, ALL) of my Fall Rules 2017 I did not have an orgasm while Milord was in Milwaukee - a total of 4 days. I blew off my yoga class while he … Continue reading Disregard for Rules
The Disciplinarian Fucking traffic made me late. Okay, that's not fair. I should have started earlier, then if I had arrived at the hotel too soon, I could have stalled in the lobby until it was the appropriate time. Now, I'll have to pay for my tardiness. Truly, I can't compain. After all, I am … Continue reading The Disciplinarian – Her perspective
The Disciplinarian She is late, which is unusal. She knows well that if she is late her regular discipline session will be that much more severe. Today was going to be severe anyway. She admited in her last confession that has eaten sweets three times last week - a serious infringement since she is diabetic. … Continue reading The Disciplinarian
I'm terrified. And excited. More than I've been in weeks. Milord had a little chat with me this morning, letting me know that he's noticed my lackluster attitude, my snide comments and, while I have been following all of the Fall Rules 2017 I obviously have done so reluctantly. I couldn't deny a single word he said. … Continue reading TaTa Tuesday
My tears are not a sign of weakness. They are the manifestation of release. When you take me, I will resist. I will fight for control because that is the nature of our society and culture. You must be strong for me. I need this from you. I need you to be persistent, not cruel, … Continue reading Tears